Not feeling it

I don't think I've ever felt this demotivated. I'm honestly sitting here thinking I don't care if I never run another step again. Of course, I know my feelings are temporary and all things will change, but I need them to change soon. I got an email about Venice Marathon today, saying it's only 8 weeks away. I felt like emailing back and saying I wasn't going to do it. I didn't email back... but I felt like it.

I've been looking for an ultra to do in November/December or even early January so I can get geared up for Venice as a training run, but they are all either sold out, too long in distance, too difficult for my current fitness, or you need to be able to navigate yourself around the route. So, it looks like I've had it!

I'm going to Alton Towers for the weekend with the family on Saturday, so hopefully after a weekend of not thinking about training of any description I'll come back in a better frame of mind.