Shock tactics

Last night at the open circle, for the first time ever, I had no experiences, pictures, senses or anything. I spoke to a couple of women at the end who go to the development circle and told them about what I had seen in this last week.
Now, I haven't documented it on here, but I have seen 5 guides... one of them giving me information about a place in 1832. When I googled this information, it was as I had been told. The two women said that I had been given really firm proof and why was I doubting myself and feeling like I had made it all up in my head. I still feel a bit strange about the whole thing.

Last night as I went to bed, I waited to see if anything came to me. It didn't. As I turned to lie on my side ready to go to sleep, an image flashed through my head...I saw an ambulance outside our local hospital. I was about to shrug it off as nothing when I felt a needle pushed into my left hand. It really was painful... I actually felt like the needle was real and all I could think was that it was an intravenous drip. Then, it was all gone. I asked for more information, Who was it in the ambulance? What had happened? Were they going to be ok?.... nothing! I asked could they please tell me what it was all about, and I got a very sharp pain in the left hand side of my head at the top. The sharpness faded and left me with a dull pain for around 3 or 4 minutes, then it went.

I was so worried, I woke Graeme up and told him about it. I asked him to be careful at work... however, I don't know if this is for him, me, his family, my family... I was given no clue to who it was. How do you say to your friends and family, "Errrrr... can you sorta be careful for a while with your head", without them thinking you're a full on fruit loop.

I just hope that, because I am doubting the information I am given, they haven't resorted to shock tactics to prove something to me!